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silvermedley / goddess-chan --



alter ego --
moodswing-prone female, bishounen-addicted and catlover.

likes: oekaki, anime, bishounen, yaoi, cats, web design, vampires, ranting, raving, writing, reading

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[ mushy ek-ek that i wrote ]


"Sometimes you intimidate me. You scare me, because when I'm around you, I don't act like myself.. I melt into a pile of liquid heartbeats and too-sweet candy slush. Seriously."
"Sometimes I hate you.. I hate you because I don't know if you're serious with me. And then I hate you because I've fallen in love with you.. But somehow.. I trust you. I believe in you. I'm not afraid of being hurt anymore. Not really."

"I stare up at my bedroom ceiling, and I see your face in that white blankness. I'm sitting in the car with the landscape rushing past me, and I think of you as the raindrops fall... so silently... Why, I wonder? I see your name imprinted on the road signs, neon signs, so brilliantly imprinted."
"I'm thinking of you. I think of you everyday and every night and every morning... You're like a drug, even your words to me, I'd drink them up and I'd drown myself in them; it's a bittersweet addiction."
"Am I in your thoughts too?"
"I'm hopeless. Hopeless, hopeless, because I choose to be hopeless and forever clueless about this game. But it's not a game. And I'm just young and foolish and naive. So forgive me."
"I fucking love you, okay?"
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go me. :)

Monday, November 11, 2002 08:33 p.m.


[ nyuu site wa (well, not really) ]


Click here and make me happy deliriously happy. (I'm a shallow person. I will always whore myself out for hits, chocs, fics, and links. XDDD)

By the way, check out this GREAT G. Saiyuki fic, In Season. It's based on the premise that once every five thousand years, male youkai go on a mating frenzy, and no comely human/youkai female or human male is safe.... ::dies laughing:: Poor Sanzo.

And if you liked that one-- read Little Red Riding Ho, featuring our favourite redheaded chick magnet as you-know-which-character. And Hakkai as the Grandma. Hehe...


And, ugh. I still can't believe that fanfiction.net is shutting down NC-17. Gah...

Monday, October 7, 2002 03:39 p.m.


[ ehehehe... ]


lazy mode off

Okay, so I was lazy about blogging. Uhm... ^__^V Peace.

Some Stuff that happened recently, in a nutshell: Received report card (okay); Got new cat (whee!); Acquired Gensoumaden Saiyuki merchandise (droolfest).

Said report card was fine.

Said cat is male, five months old, and Himalayan. He has sapphire-blue eyes... ^-^ Kawaii desu yo...

Said Gensoumaden Saiyuki merchandise includes a wallscroll featuring Sanzo & Company SHIRTLESS. w00t! Droooooooooolfest! Pecs! Abs!!! XDDDDDDD

lazy mode on

Anou... I'll finish this later. Heh.

Monday, October 7, 2002 03:32 p.m.